Beauty

Up to the age of 18, I hid my figure

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There are fights lost in advance and I am the proof ... At the time when my girlfriends hated their parents and stood up against their authority, I fought a any other cause: to be able to play sports and live the love of my age. Lost, I revolted against a massive fat enemy called breast hypertrophy ...

Until the age of 18, I hid my figure under big hoodies and lowered the eyes in contact with those of a possible pretender. All my adolescence was poisoned by this weight which grew faster than my intellectual maturity. During a fitting at 19 with my mother, between fits of laughter and crying, we decided that I had to have surgery. What a pleasure it was to hear from the security guard that it was a handicap and that my back had suffered a lot ... Just if she did not call me Quasimoda.

D-Day, I remember it very well and I said at the exit of the block: "Whew, I have more lolos, my life will change." And she changed to 100%. I lost weight and found a lover, lived a normal girl life by making up for lost time. You tell me it's a little excessive, I did not have one leg less, no it's true, but I had the impression of a permanent weight, a terrible weight. And I thank you for the many reflections that my august bosom.

I stayed ten years in my skin as a woman, assuming my scars and especially a certain body lightness. I had been sworn that it would not grow back ... well, if the cycles of life make us fluctuate more or less at the weight level, I can swear that it pushes back. I took two sizes and for a year, I feel an uneasiness because I find this image of a teenager who mine so mine and complexed. I do not have social references around me because I live in a country where women are not luscious but fine, no breasts, no buttocks and who look at me often (I'm doing 95 D). I can not hide behind big black pullovers because it's always 37 degrees ...

I just have to work on the acceptance because they are not so big after all, and not so ugly with all that they have lived too. It is time that I pamper a little more, but it will ... Will there be another cycle or will it finally stop!

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